The first line of the Nicene Creed has always struck me, even since I was a little kid.
“I believe in one God, the Father almighty, maker of heaven
and earth, of all things visible and invisible.”
Specifically, it’s the phrase “all things visible and
invisible”. Invisible, in this case, refers not only to things that can’t be
seen, by the naked eye, but can be seen in other ways, like bacteria, or
quarks, or the Crab Nebula, or wind. Invisible refers to the spiritual
realities that Catholics (and many denominations of Christians, but I am going
to speaking for Catholics in this post, because that’s what I know) acknowledge
to be true.
I believe that besides God, other things exist that cannot
be detected by any of our methods of detection. And October seems like a good
time to talk about that. (Not to mention that it's Friday the 13th... XD) (I'm not superstitious, so I don't care, but I do think it's rather amusing that that's how it worked out.)
When people talk about things that are invisible, they often
ask about ghosts. “Do Catholics believe in ghosts? Can Catholics believe in
ghosts?”
That is a fascinating question, but it’s really only
skimming the surface of the invisible things that Catholics believe exist. (I
won’t quibble overly much with the question, but I will say that Catholics
‘believe in’ God, and we ‘acknowledge the existence of’ everything else. 😉) I'll come back to ghosts at the end of the post, but I'm going to start with some other invisible things.
I believe that angels exist. I have never had an experience personally that proves for me without a doubt that there is an angel watching out for me, but I do believe I have a guardian angel. (And probably the fact that I’ve never noticed its presence means that it’s doing its job.) And there are many people who have had experiences where they’ve seen their guardian angels, or somehow experienced their presence.
I have had experiences that suggest to me that my guardian angel is real (like the time I was woken up just in time to go to daily Mass in the tiny town that my dairy judging team was passing through on the way to Nationals, despite my not setting my alarm, and what a good Mass that was), but never something that has conclusively proved it to me.
I did have an experience recently where, on advice from one of our priests, I asked my guardian angel to talk to the guardian angel of someone who I was going to have a difficult discussion with, and the conversation went 300% better than I expected. Not proof, but a wonderful experience.
There are also many stories of saints who spoke with their guardian angels, or saw them, or had them do things for them, or other crazy things. A few of them can be found HERE.
Angelology is a fascinating topic, and I could talk about it
for a whole post, for sure (did you know there’s an angel in charge of
gravity?) but that’s not the point of this post. The point of this post is a
survey of things invisible.
Because I believe that angels exist, I believe that demons (fallen
angels) exist. “Sam,” you ask, “isn’t that scary?” Well, it can be, but it
shouldn’t be, because I believe that God is stronger than the powers of hell,
and that He always brings greater good out of evil. (It’s no mistake that the
Nicene Creed starts with God, and then talks about “all things visible
and invisible”.)
I actually had an experience with this in some capacity this semester. Our Newman Center does a Living Stations of the Cross for some of
our retreats, and as of last semester, I took over the job of coordinating
that. The person who I took over from, Fia, warned me that the devil hates
Stations (because they’re one of the most spiritually powerful parts of the
retreat, calling the retreatants to repentance), and something always happens
to try to derail the whole thing, but added the caveat that God is stronger
than the devil, and He will always make sure that His will is done, and Stations will not be derailed.
And something always does happen…but God is always good.
Yesterday was the first retreat/Stations of the year, and I
was prepared. Being Stations Coordinator is a beautiful
and intense but very strange spiritual experience, because it really is
entirely God working through me. It feels like Jesus is carrying the whole
thing, and I just have one of my tiny little hands on it. But I digress. We
rehearsed on Thursday night, and after that rehearsal at about midnight, I
realized that we didn’t have enough cars. It took me until about 10 am to get
all the cars we needed to take actors and singers to the town where the retreat
was being held. I figured that was the attack for the retreat, and said as much
to my roommate, and then mentioned one of the actors being PHENOMENAL in
rehearsal the night before.
Guess who texted me not five minutes later that he wouldn’t
be able to act that night.
I was kind of scared in that moment. It’s never
fun to have the devil attacking something that you’re doing, and from the time I
was quite small, I’ve always been scared of the idea of demons, the devil, and
so on. And being on the “front lines” (I was probably quite far in the back,
behind my patron saints and guardian angel and so on, but it felt “front
lines”) was kind of terrifying. But knowing that if I surrendered to God, he would take care of it actually felt
so powerful. There was a distinct moment when I was walking down the stairs to
the chapel when I was like “literally whatever is thrown at us, Jesus will
handle it. I don’t need to be afraid at all.” I could go to the chapel and say
“Jesus, get this guy out of my face”, and He did. (I’m paraphrasing. That’s not
what I actually said.)
The actor who couldn’t come had taken over the role (Pilate)
that the guy who was supposed to play Jesus had always played before
this. So, my Jesus knew Pilate’s lines. And one of my very close friends who
graduated last spring had played Jesus for all the Living Stations last year,
but because he’d graduated, I made him a guard (a part with no lines, and very
minimal actions). So, my Guard knew how to be Jesus. At that point, I just
needed to find a guard, and the second I walked out of the chapel after going
to go freak out pray about it, I saw a guy I know well who was free that
night and able to be the guard. Of anyone who could have been unable to act, Pilate was the
easiest to replace. And the whole thing was beautiful.
(Of course, cue all the jokes from my friend-who-ended-up-playing-Jesus that God had spoken and I had to let him be Jesus for all the retreats this year, too, even though he’s graduated.)
I know that that story sounds very anecdotal in terms of
demonic activity, which, fair. But I don’t think it’s a coincidence that something
happens every time we do Stations. But God is always stronger, which is a very
empowering thing.
If you wanted something a little stronger, it was actually a post from Bonnie Engstrom that sparked the idea for me to write this post.
She’s talking about Halloween and a variety of things, and she says:
“A few years ago, one of our children would awaken to
someone calling their first name, telling us the voice sounded like a little
girl’s. That same child would also run down the hall in the middle of the
night, screaming, crying, heart pounding, terrified of something, something
they couldn’t explain but it knew our child’s name.”
Every time I read that paragraph I get shivers. It’s scary,
y’all! But in the rest of the post, she talks about how she and her husband,
through calling on the Name of Jesus, St. Michael the Archangel, and the
Blessed Virgin Mary, as well as judicious use of holy water, had the attacks on
their child stop. God is stronger.
But it’s something that she said in a later part of the post
that really made me want to write this post, even if it’s not evident from how
eclectic it is:
“[Catholics] look death and evil squarely in the eyes and
say, “Oh, it’s you” and roll over on our beds to go back to sleep. We do this
because we know that Christ has conquered death. Mary’s heel is squashing the
serpent’s head. St. Michael has satan in chains, ready to cast him into Hell.”
It’s so true. That’s how I felt during the attack on Stations. “Oh, it’s you
again, trying not to let me get cars, and stopping my actors from being able to
come. Mhmm. Nice try. *looks offscreen* Hey, Jesus? Can you come take care of
this for me?” And that's important for us to know and believe, so that we're not frightened, but trust in the power of God.
Anyway. I’ve definitely given demons enough screen time (and more than angels, which is a bit embarrassing). Time to talk about ghosts!
My family was hanging out with one of our priests before I
left for the Fall Semester when Eomer asked Father something along the lines of
“what about ghosts? Do you believe in ghosts?”
Father, in a typically Father move, explained things, and
then told a story.
The short version: Catholics believe in ghosts, but not as a
scary thing.
The longer version: So, Catholicism has this belief called
‘purgatory’. We believe, based on a certain amount of scriptural evidence, but
also our Sacred Tradition, that if, when someone dies, they still have
sin/stains of sin on their soul, they can’t enter heaven. (This makes sense—one
wouldn’t want to come before the face of God with sins still on their soul!)
But those same souls have loved God in their lives, and so won’t be going to
hell. Instead, they go through a period of purification called ‘purgatory’
where they undergo purification from their ‘leftover’ sins. We can assist them
to get out of purgatory faster with our prayers, and by offering Masses and
sacrifices for them. (That was the quickest and dirtiest summary of purgatory
EVER…if you want to know more, please check out THIS Catholic Answers article.)
Sometimes, the souls in purgatory (who we call the “Church
Suffering”) will come and make contact with the “Church Militant” (us here on
earth) to ask for our prayers for their speedy release from Purgatory.
There’s actually a tiny museum in the Vatican dedicated to
this, and it is WILD. Take a look at some of the things in it HERE. A lot of
the artifacts involve the souls in purgatory leaving burning
fingerprints/handprints on things, symbolizing the purifying fire that they’re
passing through in purgatory. (And apparently, the purgatory museum in the
Vatican was started after there was a fire that left the mark of a sad face in
a church, which the priest of the church took to be a sign from a soul in
purgatory asking for prayers. He thought that was fascinating and started
searching for other signs from the Church Suffering.)
A lot of the time, souls in purgatory will appear with a
“ghostly” appearance, but Father says that there are two key differences
between that and what we think of as ghostly activity.
1. They are not interested in talking to you. They are going to do the minimum
possible that they can in order to get you to pray for their release from purgatory.
2. They are not accompanied by feelings of fear.
(If ‘ghostly’ apparition doesn’t fit either of those
criteria, I think the assumption is usually that it’s demonic in some sense,
but don’t quote me on that.)
The story that Father told was this.
One of the things that is part of a priest’s duty is often
saying Masses for the dead (and the living, but most often, the dead). These
are often requested by the deceased’s family, and they will give the priest a
‘stipend’ or donation in exchange. (This is often on an as-you-can basis, and
it’s not ‘paying for’ the Mass. Originally, I think, it was a way to make sure the
priest was able to eat that night and take care of his basic needs.) If a
priest was to not say a Mass that he had promised to say, that is a grave sin,
and according to Father, typically he can’t get out of purgatory until those
promised Masses have been said. A fair number of apparitions from purgatory
have been of priests asking for Masses to be said.
When Father DD was a student brother with the Dominicans,
one of our other good now-priest friends (Father J) was a deacon, and every
morning at 5 am, then-Deacon J would expose the Blessed Sacrament for Adoration
in the chapel, and then-Brother DD and a few other brothers in his year would
come and do early morning Adoration.
They would generally come in to a pitch-black church
initially, because at the end of the day before, the lights would all be turned
off. But one morning, the light over the Mass book, the place where they kept
the records of Masses requested and Masses said, was on when they came in for
Adoration. And the morning after that. And the morning after that, even though
all the lights were off in the evening.
The brothers went to one of the priests and told him what
was happened, and he was like “Ah. Gotcha”, and started just saying Masses in
the chapel, for whatever intention was needed, and after a few Masses, the
light stopped being on in the mornings.
So, so, so. I believe that ghosts exist—but not scary ones,
merely sad ones.
There you have it--all things visible and invisible. I hope you've enjoyed my ramblings. XD
And on that note…happy October, remember that God is
stronger than the devil, and make sure to pray for the souls in purgatory in
the month of November!
Haha, got to the comments first again! This was a good post for the time, Sam, love it. There's some really spooky stuff in here, but the stress that God is stronger is a lovely little caveat : ) You gotta expound more on angelology! If there's an angel in charge of fritzing out videogames when they've got a hold on Dad, I need to know about it. It's becoming a theme XD.
ReplyDeleteI don't entirely agree with all the ghost stuff, because I believe I've seen ghosts and they freaked me the heck out without seeming demonic in nature, but that's an argument for a different time.
For now, have a great October, catch you on the flippety-flop.
Eomer
So you did! Thank you, I'm glad you liked it! Stressing that God is strong is so important, if we don't want to be paranoid and freaked out all the time, lol. I love angelology, but I don't feel like I know enough about it to write about it! (I think the angel in charge of fritzing out Dad's videogames is just his guardian angel, lol. XD)
DeleteWell, maybe the fact that they freaked you the heck out is an indication of them being demonic, even if they didn't *do* anything to you. *shrugs* Idk, I don't know everything. :)
Have a great October, too!
-Sam
This was fascinating and I enjoyed it very much. :) I had NO IDEA Catholics believe ghosts exist?? I guess it totally works if you believe in Purgatory. I really like that I know this now, and I guess I don't have much relevant to say in this comment, but I liked this.
ReplyDeleteAww, I'm so glad you liked it! (I was worried this would be boring to everyone but me, lol.) It's kind of ghosts-in-a-qualified-sense, but yeah! Happy to get to teach you something new. :)
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